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Best Case Scenario: A Studiography

by Chris McKay And The Critical Darlings

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Best Case Scenario (Music and lyrics by Chris McKay) Some days are blue and some days are gray And some days you barely make it through But either way, you're gonna get old And these are the days that you're gonna want back again That's the best case scenario That's the best case scenario That one day you're gonna live to be old Yeah, that's the best case scenario Some days are hardly worth the work And tell me, is it ever really worth the worry? 'Cause either way, you're gonna get old (Yes, you are.) And these are the days that you're gonna want back again That's the best case scenario That's the best case scenario That one day you're gonna live to be old Yeah, that's the best case scenario
2.
That Excites Me (Music and lyrics by Chris McKay) Don't ask me to hurry. I've got nothing to prove. I won't let myself worry, 'cause there's nothing that I can do. I've done all they've asked me, everything I can. Now I'm doing what I want. I'm being who I am. And who that is, I'm not sure, But that excites me even more. I've lost track of time now or it's lost track of me. That's how I like it. That's the way it oughtta be. It gives me time to wander and kill time on my own. Until it catches and kills me, you'll find me where I go. And where that is, I'm not sure, But that excites me even more. Don't ask me to explain it. There's nothing I can prove. I won't let myself worry, 'cause there's nothing I can do. Don't ask silly questions, 'cause I won't hear a word. If you've really been listening, you've already heard.
3.
The Only Way 03:16
The Only Way (Music and lyrics by Tom O'Gorman and Chris McKay) You give me something I don't even want and never knew that I needed The only way You did it because you knew you could Just like I knew that you would The only way I know I'm taking my time I know this city is mine So why am I standing in line? Standing 'round thinking 'bout The one, the only way My life has become an easy ride Just like you knew that it would The only way I did it because I knew I could Just like you knew that I would The only way I know I'm taking my time I know this city is mine So why am I standing in line? Standing 'round thinking 'bout The one, the only way I'm talking 'bout the one, the only way I'm thinking 'bout the one, The only way Yeah I'm talking 'bout the one, The only way Because I'm happy don't mean I'll smile Even though I could The only way 'Cause maybe then you could Figure me out And I don't know if you should The only way I know I'm taking my time I know this city is mine So why am I standing in line? Standing 'round thinking 'bout The one, the only way I'm talking 'bout the one, The only way I'm thinking 'bout the one, The only way Yeah I'm talking 'bout the one, The only way
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Feels Like Yesterday (Music And Lyrics By Chris McKay) Remember that time we spent out in the parking lot Nothing to do but hang out with our friends Didn't give a damn about school or what we ought to do I really did believe those days would never end Was it really so long ago? Because it feels like yesterday, and it could be tomorrow Or it could be right now if you want it, too There's hardly been a day since then when I don't reminisce The boredom of the truth has faded since way back then No matter how far we go or what might come between Rest assured you'll always be my friend It wasn't really so long ago. It feels like yesterday, and it could be tomorrow Or it could be right now if you want it to. It still feels like yesterday, and it could be tomorrow Or it could be right now if you want it, too Every time I see you in my mind, I realize we were right. We thought those days were never going to end. And here I go reliving them again. It feels like yesterday, and it could be tomorrow Or it could be right now if you want it, too It still feels like yesterday, and it could be tomorrow Or it could be right now if you want it, too Do you? It will always be back then for me and you Feels like yesterday Feels like yesterday Feels like yesterday
5.
Sadder Day 04:22
Sadder Day (Music by Frank DeFreese / Chris McKay. Lyrics by Chris McKay) I've been sliding down this mountain Ever since you're not around But I've finally caught my footing About halfway down So I've started for the top again Without you by my side And I'm relearning how to smile With every step I climb And when you went away I had nothing to say But if I had my deepest wish There will never be a sadder day Heat lightning crossed the sky With the roman candles on the beach But those days are all lost and gone now Since you're so out of reach The thunder that you're hearing now is much, much different than mine But I'll carry all those memories with me Even though they slow my climb And when you went away I had nothing to say But if I had my deepest wish There will never be a sadder day There will never be a sadder day There will never be a sadder day There will never be a sadder day And when I reach the top I'll thank God I found my way And then I'll think of you again And there will never be a sadder day There will never be a sadder day There will never be a sadder day There will never be a sadder day
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Waiting For The Siren (Music and lyrics by Chris McKay) Everybody's having fun except for you So of course my eyes zoom in Just like they can see right through If I could make you smile That would make my night worthwhile But when you look me in the eyes To ask me why I don't know what to say And I don't know what to do It's like I never even knew I was waiting for the siren All your talk of disaster, destruction and doom Still can't turn my eyes To elsewhere in the room And I don't need someone to save I should turn and walk away But I just can't defend From the way you're pulling me in I don't know what to say And I don't know what to do It's like I never even knew I was waiting for the siren Waiting for the siren Waiting for the siren Waiting for the siren And I don't even stand a chance... I don't know what to say And I don't know what to do It's like I never even knew I was waiting for the siren I don't know what to say And I don't know what to do It's like I never even knew I was waiting for the siren
7.
Scared Of Myself (Music by Chris McKay / Tom O'Gorman. Lyrics by Chris McKay) I walk alone down a crowded street I see myself in every person I meet They'll never see what I have inside They'll never know what is in my mind And when I feel it burning inside me I know I need help And when it comes upon me, y'know I'm Scared of myself Don't give me your reasons This is the way that I feel I want the minutes back from a life God decided to steal I want the sun & the moon & the stars to move when I ask I want the power, I want it all, & I want it fast And when I feel it burning inside me I know I need help And when it comes upon me, y'know I'm Scared of myself
8.
Tonight Never Happened (Written by Chris McKay) Tonight never happened No watch hands recorded this moment The sun never went down The time froze and nobody noticed All our dreams came true All our prayers were answered Everything was perfect Everything was right Our spirits were up and our guards were down Too bad we all had to miss tonight Tonight never happened The seconds were stolen away When clocks started moving The morning was burning today And who saw it coming? Who saw it speeding us by? We didn't feel a thing No wish can recover those moments When all our plans worked out And all we needed we had Everything we saw with our second sight Everyone got what they deserved Too bad we all had to miss tonight I can't believe that we missed it I wish I didn't know a thing This clarity is vicious Tonight never happened Tonight never happened Tonight never happened Tonight never happened...
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Phony 05:32
Phony Music: McKay / O’Gorman Lyrics: McKay Everyday it’s the same. I get up. I get out of myself. Every night it’s the same old thing That doesn’t matter at all I’ve been stuck in the same progression So long I don’t know… A single night that’s lasted for a thousand years And when the morning comes around It’s another story to tell And when the morning comes around I know it’s gonna feel phony I don’t walk with the same step I used to have a long time ago When people saw me They knew they were seeing somebody And now it seems that I’m just another …another other You know, I don’t even think That I like what I’ve become And when the morning comes around It’s another story to tell And when the morning comes around I know it’s still gonna feel phony Isn’t there someone who can shake me awake? Isn’t there anything I can do? Isn’t there a life for me somewhere out there? ‘Cause when the morning comes around, it’s always the same It’s another lonely story, when the morning comes around It never changes at all, it never changes at all When the morning comes around, You know I just can’t take anymore I can’t take it ‘Cause when the morning comes around I know it’s still gonna feel phony
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I'm in a plane and I'm looking down At the shadows clouds cast on the ground And I see as the wind will blow How darkness goes Looking at myself in glass I see The same things that I've always seen Though it's changing I can't relate Is it too late? So I ride across the sky on an uncertain flight And I never wonder why I do the things I have to do 'Cause I know it. It's always true. It's for you. Looking back I can't believe what I've seen Looking forward I can't see through the steam Of things to come from all that's past It won't last. It won't last. So who's the victor and who's the fool? I don't know. Do you? I don't think you do and neither do I But that's alright. That's alright. So I ride across the sky on an uncertain flight And I never wonder why I do the things I have to do 'Cause I know it. It's always true. It's for you.
11.
Why do you wear that around your neck? You know, it can’t really make you fly. It’s just a towel, not a cape. If you jump, you’ll die. You’re just feeling confused But you’ve got to get right Before you go too far. I don’t want to see the impression of you On the roof of a parked car. So just come down and get real. Don’t be crazy and try. If you jump, you’re gonna fall like a brick, Regret it…and die. Oh yeah Daydreaming grandeur through your life Is no excuse. When the night time comes and the door bell rings, It’s not a villain gunning for you. So just come down and get real. Don’t be crazy and try. If you jump, you’re going to fall like a brick, Regret it…and die. Don’t be stupid, can’t you even hear? You’re just gonna die if you fall. I won’t watch you leap to your death. Sooner or later, delusions will kill us all. Oh yeah. Well, I heard people gasping. So I looked to the sky. Just imagine my surprise To see you smiling and waving From up high…oh yeah. Goodbye.
12.
Sam sits in the room with the curtains drawn Thinking how nice it would be to never be born Flipping ‘round the TV with the stereo on Laughing at the fools it shows when things go wrong Chorus: Sometimes I’m Sam And sometimes I’m smarter than that Sometimes I’m Sam Sam regrets the tons of things never did And forgets the way it felt back as a kid Something crawled inside and got the wires all crossed Now everything left is focused on what’s lost Repeat Chorus Sam knows everything and is full of advice “This game is for losers and idiots throw the dice” Sam is aware that the whole thing is rigged That’s why Sam never plays and why the head is so big Sam is appalled by the people who rule But never does anything about it so Sam is a fool Sam is the victim when it pays to be And Sam is the same when you add an ‘e’ Repeat Chorus Sometimes I’m Sam…
13.
It doesn't matter how I feel as long as I get through the day I've thought about it lots of times, it doesn't matter anyway The grass is shining and the sun is on the ground I've gotta make the best of what's around. There's never been a sadder day to feel so much alive All these smiles can't cover up the tears I'm trying to hide. But I'll keep on moving on for as long as I can 'Cause that's the only thing I understand. Time just keeps moving on. I just keep moving on Trying to make the best of what's around. Every time that I get hit, knocked right off my feet, It's just a couple of days 'til I get a hold of me One thing after another is what defines a life And I have to believe it'll be alright Time just keeps moving on. I just keep moving on Trying to make the best of what's around. There's more to life than dates upon a stone There's more to us than we could ever see And maybe that's the beauty of who we are That we'll never see ourselves but for the trees It doesn't matter how I feel as long as I get through the day I've thought about it lots of times, it never mattered anyway The grass is shining and the sun is on the ground I've gotta make the best of what's around. Gotta make the best of what's around Gotta make the best of what's around
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I'm broke like a 45 that your mother used to love And I'm feeling a little less than down You know it seems that I harder I work The harder everything gets That dark cloud's following me around Why can't I ever find the silver in the clouds? Why can't I ever just be satisfied? And be happy here and now. Happy here and now Happy here and now Happy here and now I don't know why it's such a hard time For me to have a good time I can't take two steps without finding a trip But I'm doing the best that I can I'm just trying to see this through And if I can't well I did all I could do Why can't I ever find the silver in the clouds? Why can't I ever just be satisfied? And be happy here and now. Happy here and now Happy here and now Happy here and now Why cant I be happy here and now? Happy here and now Happy here and now...
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Do you walk the line of the undefined? Do you use your own advice or not use it at all? So you wanted to see what being free could be But you know it's taking its toll Are you in limbo time? It keeps moving along Or are you in the land of what's going wrong? So you wanted to see what being free could be But you know it's taking its toll You put it back to try and make it. The spirit's strong so don't you tear it. You've waited long now don't you waste it. 'Cause you know it's taking its toll. Are you in limbo time? It keeps moving along Or are you in the land of what's going wrong? So you wanted to see what being free could be But you know it's taking its toll. You put it back to try and make it. The spirit's strong so don't you tear it. You've waited long now don't you waste it. 'Cause you know it's taking its toll. You lay down, you lay down You lay down, you lay down…
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You stare at the dawn And you wonder what's going on Because lately everything has changed And you wonder if you can stay Yeah and you know it's not even real Not even a dream Are you willing to risk everything For something unseen? You stare at the sun And you think about what's gone You notice your eyes aren't dry But you know it's just the light in your eyes And you know the chances are good That you won't be here again But that's okay ‘cause we've got today And tomorrow's the wind Yeah and this time it just might be real Do everything that you feel This time you might be your fate Now maybe ‘cause you know that it's late Don't hesitate You turn away from dusk And you do only what you must It's important to release the past But the future will never last Yeah and you know it's pulling away To never return And you know that you'll never get back The chances you've burned Yeah and you know it's not even real It's not even a dream Are you willing to risk everything For something unseen? Yeah, ‘cause this time it just might be real Do everything that you feel This time you might be your fate Now maybe ‘cause you know that it's late Don't hesitate…
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Everything Must Go Music and Lyrics by Chris McKay How have you been? It's been a while Not long enough I know For feelings to resolve or even fade We had some good times in our day We really shared some laughs Sometimes it's sad how nothing seems to last Everything must go away Everything must disappear You know that I can't stay here long 'Cause it really does no good Especially with the storm clouds rolling fast But even as the thunder shakes the ground And darkness takes our view Let's remember that all of the bad things will pass, too Everything must go away Everything must disappear I know that this has all been said By ones much brighter than you or I But in times such as these, It really bears repeating... Yes, it really bears repeating That everything must go away Everyone must disappear All of this will melt away And the world will know that we were here... Even when we disappear

about

Okay, here it is.

This is the end of the line for Chris McKay & The Critical Darlings.

I'm proud of what we did. I wish we could've done more in the time we had, but we did alright. Listen and hear for yourself.

I did my best to make a compilation that represented what the band did and what our shows felt like. I think I came as close as is possible.

Also included on Best Case Scenario is the final Critical Darlings recording ever, "Feels Like Yesterday", which has never been released anywhere.

Four other songs that never appeared on the official Critical Darlings albums are also included. In addition to that, there are alternate mixes of some of the more familiar songs, but I'll let people dig in to find out exactly what. I will say this. Hearing these songs in this context should put some of them into a different perspective.

I hope you'll give it a listen. Just hit play. And I hope that if you like it, you'll download it and help support local original music and the new music that I'll begin releasing soon.

And thanks to Manda McKay for allowing me to use one of my all-time favorite paintings for the cover! It seemed appropriate to have an image of a fresh fruit and part of a dead body together and turned into art.

Hopefully, this compilation will be the fruit coming from a band that is no more.

Yep. Those days are done. Kaput. Over.

I hope that those that were there with us will listen and have great memories. I hope those that are just discovering my music will feel like they're getting a crash course.

Special thanks to my non-blood brother Frank DeFreese for...well...everything. Some of that everything was truly "unspeakable".

"Say goodnight, Critical Darlings".

Goodnight, Critical Darlings.

Best Case Scenario: A Studiography, 2004 - 2014

Side One, 16:54

1. Best Case Scenario (McKay) (2:56)
2. That Excites Me (McKay) (2:13)
3. The Only Way (O’Gorman / McKay) (3:17)
4. Feels Like Yesterday (Previously Unreleased) (McKay) (3:58)
5. Sadder Day (DeFreese / McKay) (4:23)

Side Two, 20:22

6. Waiting For The Siren (Full Version, New Mix) (McKay) (4:32)
7. Scared Of Myself (McKay / O’Gorman) (4:27)
8. Tonight Never Happened (McKay / O’Gorman) (5:47)
9. Phony (McKay / O’Gorman) (5:33)

Side Three, 20:10

10. An Uncertain Flight (McKay) (4:13)
11. Towel Cape Song (DeFreese / McKay) (3:31)
12. Sometimes I’m Sam (McKay) (4:10)
13. The Best Of What’s Around (McKay) (4:07)
14. Happy Here And Now (McKay) (4:06)

Side Four, 18:23

15. Taking Its Toll (McKay / O’Gorman) (5:54)
16. Something Unseen (O’Gorman / McKay / Garson) (8:26)
17. Everything Must Go (McKay) (3:54)

About the album:

The Critical Darlings began not long after the death of my father in late 2003. I had recorded some demos to share with friends, and one night, at a rock trivia match in Athens, Georgia, one of those friends (Tom Bavis) said, "Nice songs. Too bad they don't have a real drummer" while he pointed at himself. I didn't even know he was a drummer.

The band really helped me deal with those difficult times and got me back on my feet.

After drafting my high school friend Frank DeFreese, and getting him to move to Athens, The Critical Darlings began officially in 2004. We were just having a good time. We didn't look for shows, but we accepted them, and they kept coming. Not too many. Not too few.

After a while, the offers got better, and we decided that maybe we'd record. We did.

We released our first album, C'mon, Accept Your Joy in 2005, and after some lineup changes, released our final album in 2009.

Lots happened in between. Feel free to visit www.chrismckay.com if you wanna dig through the history.

We opened for bands as disparate as A Flock Of Seagulls and King's X.

We made a lot of friends and we put on some pretty rocking' shows.

When it came time to release this compilation, I wanted it to not only be a great overview of what the band did, but I wanted it to include the final Critical Darlings recording, "Feels Like Yesterday". It also includes 3 new tracks that I did on my own, and ends with my home recording of a song that would've been on the 3rd Darlings album.

I apologize if your favorite didn't make the cut. A few of mine didn't make it either. Seek out the complete original albums to hear everything.

I tried to pace this compilation as I would a live show and I think it puts the songs into different environments than the original releases did. There are some sonic surprises thrown in, too.

Even though people generally don't do it anymore, this album is a 4 sided double album and it's intended to be heard in that manner. You'll likely get different insights into the band and music if you listen to it as intended.

I hope you like it. Thank you to everyone that booked us, came to a show, shouted about us through your megaphones, or supported us in anyway.

I will continue on performing and playing solo and with bands, but The Critical Darlings can now, officially, be tossed into the "where are they now" file. That is, of course, if it can be considered that we were ever there.

Dig in.

ROCK!

credits

released October 25, 2014

See individual songs for specific performer information for each song.

This is a list of people that played with The Critical Darlings at shows over the years. Thank you.

Chris McKay (2004 - 2014, Lead Vocals, Guitar)
Tom Bavis (2004 - 2005, Drums, Backup Vocals)
Frank DeFreese (2004 - 2010, Bass)
Michael Rietveld (2005 - 2007, Drums)
Joe Orr (2006 - 2009, Guitar, Vocals)
Josh Couillard (2007, 2010, Drums)
Joshua Harrison (2007 - 2009, Drums, Vocals)
Andy Ainsworth (2010, Guitar)
Kate Powell (2011, Keyboards, Vocals)
Alex Grizzard (2011 -2012, Drums)
Mark Crowley (2011, Bass)
Robert Caruthers (2011, Guitar)
Ash Miltiades (2011 - 2012, Guitar, Vocals)
Adam West (2011 - 2012, Bass)

Produced by Chris McKay, David Barbe, Tom Bavis, and Kyle Spence.

Recorded by Chris McKay, David Barbe, Asa Leffer, and Kyle Spence.

Cover art by Manda McKay

(www.mandamckay.com)

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Chris McKay Athens, Georgia

Chris McKay is a singer, songwriter and performer based in Athens, Georgia.

In addition to his solo music and his work with original bands The Everywhen, The Critical Darlings, The Spinoffs, and Q-Sign, he also regularly has performed the music of The Beatles as a member of Abbey Road Live!

Definitive versions of his albums are featured here, often with bonus tracks not available elsewhere.
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